Monday, January 24, 2011

Finally

It has been forever since i have blogged and let me tell you, so much has happened. We thought we were headed to Japan and then the orders did not come through. We then thought we would be staying in Whidbey but that did not pan out either. SO of course we can make aur home where the Navy sends us. They sent us all the back to Jacksonville, Fl.
Who could have seen that coming? Not me! I thought we would never move back here however, the Lord had other plans for us. Eric, I and the boys moved back here in Aug. we moved into our house 4 days before the boys started school. It was a rush to say the least. I had toget both of them registeredand ready to start the year all in those 4 days. CRAZY.
We had 2 weeks to get our house unpacked and set up before Eric left for school. Yes I said 2 weeks. He was gonna be gone for the following 12 weeks. Talk about some serious stress.
Now here we are in almost Feb and i have finally got my scrapbooking room done and the boys are 2 semesters into school and Eric is home from school.......Life is good, busy but good.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Well Well Well

It is amazing just how much time Facebook can take up in one's life. I am shocked at how much time I was spending on FB and I feel such satisfaction in knowing that in 2 days I Have not logged on once and truly don't miss it. Not that I have not been tempted but I made a promise to myself that I am a little to consumed with it. Well I am glad I have the will-power to not log on and constanstly check it........Thank you God!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

My oh My

Well if any woman out there has done a Beth Moore Bible study you know they are deep. Very deep. I cannot believe how much I am learning from Breaking Free. It has been one of the hardest things I have ever done, but I can see God desires so much for me that is amazing. I don't really enjoy looking back into my past but I know that this is what I need to move forward with my future. I am so glad that my past does not have to dictate my future....God greatness can rebuild any ruins. I am so stooked to see what He has in store for me. I know everyday is not going ot be good but as long as I keep my eyes on Him I can get through anything.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

The love of my life.

Well I was sitting here today thinking about all the reason I love my husband. I could not even think of a reason why I don't love him. I am not saying that he is perfect, but he as close to it as I will ever get. I can't believe that he has stood beside me though everything. I am only saying this because, 2 years ago I was ready to walk away. Thank the good Lord above I didn't! It would have been very easy to just walk away and start this journey aver again, however I don't want to be on this ride called "life" with anyone else. I love that he is father of our two beautiful boys and that is my comforter, cheerleader and bestfriend when he knows what I need.
I am so happy that he teaching our boys how to be great christian men. I absolutely love to hear him talk to our boys and teach them new things. I am so proud of him when I watch him just lovin our boys. He shows his love by teaching them and talking to them when they have misbehaved. I truly see our Great Father's love showing through him. I see it showing through him when I look into his beep blue eyes when he winks at me from across the room.
My wish and hope and prayer for other women is that God leads them to the love of their lives. Their soulmates, I guarentee you they are just a prayer away. Let me caution you, do not expect your prayers to be answered in your time, because God's time is soooooo much better. I promise you!

Psalms 6:9 The Lord has heard my plea, and the Lord will answer my prayer (NLT)

No where in that verse say that God will answer your prayer today. It does say that He has heard and He will answer! God never gives us anything that we can't handle, but he does want us to seek his will for us. I know this seems of track, just bear with me! When I met my husband I was in the worst place in my life. I had prayed for a husband for my entire life. Since I was a little girl I prayed that God would send me a man I would KNOW was from God and guess what He did. I was not ready for it at that point in my life but I knew that he was the man I was gonna marry.
I had just gone through udoubtly the worse decision that any woman would ever have to make and I was running as fast as I could from God! I did not think He (God) would ever look at me with favor again, in walked my future husband. I did not see it as a God thing I just thought it was convient timing! Well I just turned my back on God yet again.
I knew that I was in love with my husband from the minute I set my eyes on him. I did not believe in love at first sight and I did not think I was even worthy of love. Guess what God did and He kept me looking forward. with in six months I started dating him and sox months after that we were married. I cannot say enough how we should have our eyes on God and His will for us. I of all people know that this is easier said than done. didn't mean to get on my soap box but I just feel like God WILL do great things we just have to get out of His way and let him!!!!